From Tragedy to Triumph. My childhood foundation from the get go was stained with confusion, fear & poor values, some *good sprinkled here & there. A Narcissistic father, along with a codependent mother. Sin on top of sin was what I knew most. I was Lost! Scared & in a high state of Survival. By the grace of God I’ve reached the age of 55. I did not know what living in survival mode was, found out about this a few years ago. I feel like a time traveler lol. 8 Navy life years masqueraded my inner shadow. I had a plan in the Navy. My plan ended, I was lost again. Eventually it all fell apart. It’s impossible to defeat something that you don’t see, don’t understand. That’s why It’s been said many times get yourself a coach or a really good trusting call Partner, they’ll help you see what you can’t. Even though my life has been a complete Mystery to me, I am extremely grateful for who I am today. This I can say very very proudly. Change Began! September of 2014 I was asked to leave my residence, Playing away over $800,000 in gambling finally caught up. For Five months my family went with no secure home, i was Lost! Loving the challenge! I fought from where I was, I failed! I faced it! Like I needed to, Now I’m free! Permanently! CONTAGIOUS? Because I am doing it and I’m not alone, there’s no excuses for you. See you at the Top on the Inside Soldier.